Gin
BY LAUREN CAMP
The day’s first gin
is throat dry, sharp
and pure. Ice
still whole when
you get another. You drink
until the angle of half-
light is lost until the glass
is asleep by
the door and the glass
empty and the glass
carried. The words
swallow and all next year
the distilled shimmer
in forgetting the mind
floats and widens
below anything bio-
logical. The mind
with its musical light
never surfacing the
never mind infused
in an abyss deeper
than the mind
until your body
is only this
and fleeing the body with-
in your body
and the damage is also parched
like this
The day’s first gin
is throat dry, sharp
and pure. Ice
still whole when
you get another. You drink
until the angle of half-
light is lost until the glass
is asleep by
the door and the glass
empty and the glass
carried. The words
swallow and all next year
the distilled shimmer
in forgetting the mind
floats and widens
below anything bio-
logical. The mind
with its musical light
never surfacing the
never mind infused
in an abyss deeper
than the mind
until your body
is only this
and fleeing the body with-
in your body
and the damage is also parched
like this
Lauren Camp produces and hosts “Audio Saucepan,” a music and poetry program that airs weekly on Santa Fe Public Radio. Her poems have recently appeared or are forthcoming in Beloit Poetry Journal, Caesura, Rhino and other journals. She has also guest-edited special sections for World Literature Today and Malpaís Review. The author of the poetry collection, This Business of Wisdom (West End Press), Lauren is also an interdisciplinary artist and a part-time educator. She writes for the blog “Which Silk Shirt,” a resource for poetry and other fine writing. (www.laurencamp.com/whichsilkshirt).