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Labyrinth
by Rivka Clifton

You may feel uneasy. You may feel
                            like vomiting. Have you

taken this medication before? 
Are you familiar with how to take

this medication? Have your symptoms


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worsened since we last talked? 
                             I have ordered you

a blood test. We can schedule a call
when the results come in. You may

                             notice tenderness 
in your breasts. You may lose the ability

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to have or maintain an erection. Have you

been researching this for long?
                              This pin means I can

proscribe your medications. You’ve probably

                               been thinking about
this for a long time. How long have you


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felt these symptoms? Would you take
a brief moment to tell us how 

your visit went? Will you want to pursue surgical

                            interventions? The nurse
can schedule your next appointment.

We will start you on monotherapy--
                            current research suggests 


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                           anti-androgens may inhibit 
breast development. Do you know

your goals? Would you like to pick up
your medication at our pharmacy? Would you

                           like for it to be delivered to your door?


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You may feel disoriented. There will be 
                           some tenderness for up to

three days following the procedure. You healed

up well. We believe you would make a great


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candidate. May I put your name
                             down? May I see the letter

your therapist wrote in support?
Have you considered the social 


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                               ramifications of your decision?

You may feel an increased range of emotions.

                                Does it feel tender 
when I push here? What does your 


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electrologist say about your progress?
                               Do you have the same 

goals as you did a year ago? 
Your outfit looks great. I want

to make you feel welcome and accepted here.


Rivka Clifton is the transfemme author of Muzzle (JackLeg Press) as well as the chapbooks MOT and Agape (from Osmanthus Press). She has work in: Pleiades, Guernica, Black Warrior Review, Colorado Review, and other magazines.

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